You can only find this true awareness, and love, if you can throw your self into the swirling chaos, which is your life, and hold onto nothing but yourself. As you spin in the current, everything is nothing. You’ve let go of all your beliefs, feelings, foundations. Then you slowly begin to see the light in others. You look deep within yourself through your memories and gain the insight to whom you should surround yourself with. You know that you’ve lived for too long with the idea that there are no good people left in this world. You can’t be the only one… can you? That’s where we end up. Sitting within our selves looking for anything to fill that void, and make you happy. You know that you are capable of love; the most intimate and passionate love. We’ve grown up in an adolescent country. We’ve been listening to the wrong voices. The most humble voice is the most important. The voice that understands what you want. The voice inside yourself. Instead of listening to the loudest voices in Religion, Politics, or Media, listen to the most important voice you can; your own.
Do not allow power and greed to corrupt your view of what is Good. Utilize the wisdom I am giving to you and use this generated power for Good. Listen to your neighbors with sincerity. Be legitimately interested in what they think. We have the ability to connect with any Human being. It’s the Inhuman being that we struggle with. We cannot allow them to pull us down with them. We need to hold onto our own with the love and compassion that fills our hearts. We feed off the love of others. That is where the love is at in the world. Other people. All it takes is one act of kindness to start the cycle. Do as many good deeds as you are able. But also take time to treat yourself. You are the most important person in your life, because without you, I wouldn’t be me.
Finding Good
I've had an epiphany that has allowed me to understand the idea in which all religions are based on. It's a very common sense idea, but we, as homosapiens, have forgotten. As a society we love the wrong things for the right reasons. We've just all become so desensitized, myself included. I've survived 6 untimely deaths, 4 of them suicides in the last 18 years. All of these people were in my close family. The most recent was my mother's suicide in June of 2011. I have embraced the idea that I do not need to die. Instead, I need to live. We need to evolve and earn the title of being Human. It's a Good-given right, being humane to the core. My third eye is open and listening. The voice I hear is my own. But it knows more than I'm capable of understanding. And it sees this. And offers me comfort by showing me that there are others. Have an open mind. Do not be gullible. We just need to listen.
