7:28am
I love you, dad.
I really do.
Thank you so much for supporting me as much as you do.
I now know I need to start contributing to our family more, financially and emotionally. Emotions are the most important, but we can’t eat without money.
I’d love to farm with you.
It’s easy and fun.
7:29am
i Love you too. just get your school done so you have something to do when its raining
7:30am
Of course. I’m here as your son again, dad. I’ve found “good.”
Others before have tried to explain it as God. but there’s such a stigma around conformed religion that more people will understand these messages if they are written in the right words.
If it helps you to understand, I’ve found God in my heart by listening to my inner voice and getting back on the path set out for me.
Some call it clairvoyance.
I can see the path, and all the good that comes with it.
I need to share it with people, but in the correct way.
7:33am
I’m Happy for you Benjamin
7:34am
I cannot force them to take my opinion as truth. They can only read into the parts that match them and take what they can.
I’ve currently written out 18 pages of thoughts in 4 hours. Without drugs or alcohol.
I went downtown tonight for 1 hour, had one glass of water, 7 meaningful conversations with friends and strangers alike, about my viewpoint I’ve discovered. They all agreed.
7:36am
well keep going maybe you can write a whole book. and never have to work again!
7:36am
I gave 1 and a half strangers [I recognized one of them but didn’t know his name] rides home.
The total stranger, shared his insight with me, understood that I had found God, and gave me $5 and stated, “I know you don’t want this, but i would have paid more for a taxi and you deserve it.”
So I made $5 doing what I love.
My horoscope correctly matched my life 2 days in a row, whatever that means. I don’t need to look further for answers. I can just know that everything until now has lead me to these thoughts and feelings.
Everything happens for a reason and I don’t need to know that reason. I can only try to calm down those around me.
A lot of us have forgotten how to love because we thought we can handle life alone.
We need the love of those around us to give us the strength to keep spreading the Good inside of us.
It took living life without God to appreciate him.
but I don’t even view Him as a person.
I can only respect it.
whatever it is. whatever drives us to do things.
My brain has been so clear and able to understand my thoughts that I’ve spent the last 12+ hours working on this.
I forgot to eat.
7:47am
sounds like you have found the meaning of life. Embrace it and go on and live your life. it took me about 50 years to find it. you should have a much better life now.
7:47am
but I don’t feel hungry. I feel filled with this knowledge.
7:48am
just keep going but you should eat and remember you have class tomorrow
7:49am
I just wrote this:
God knew that they could not yet digest the secrets of life. And yet Adam and Eve chose not to trust him and thought they could control their own lives. They stepped of the path that had been paved for them. Little did they know that God would have shown them this knowledge when they were ready.
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Dad, I get it.
Your love has allowed my spirit to learn or remember what life means at such a young age.
Your love and Mom’s love, allowed this to happen.
I understand this “story” [I say it with care] because I did not view it as an actual event. Instead a message that only those who are willing to listen to will understand.
7:53am
Mom is probably helping you right now
7:53am
I know she is.
I’m open to the idea that our souls recycle through the earth.
and that I can see the best parts of others in them and myself. We are all connected. We just don’t know how. We’ll only understand if we keep listening.
7:55am
keep on but get some rest
7:58am
The thing is, God doesn’t have to be a Christian god, or any other religion’s god. Just listen to the message that each religion is based on, and you’ll be able to understand them. It just takes an ear to listen and an open mind to understand. You’ll find this inner connection that you’ve never felt before and understand what people have been talking about for 2000+ years.
I’ve found a viewpoint that everyone should be able to agree upon.
I need to build this viewpoint more and share it with others. But not force it on them.
That is the beauty of this.
8:00am
I guess your God is who you make him out to be.
8:00am
Exactly. God speaks to you through your own inner voice. Not something that you can actually hear.
People don’t understand that.
It took me 7 months of smoking and sitting in deep thought to realize this.That is why it’s no big deal to me if I use it or not. The ignorant live under the laws that man puts into place. The intelligent create those laws.
8:02am
He also speaks to you in actions of others and signs of his Love like beautiful sunsets and meeting wonderful people
8:02am
exactly. I’ve appreciated those without knowing why.
Look at this: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Benjamin
urban dictionary is just a site where anyone can post a definition and the best rise from the votes of the viewers.
This is my horoscope for today:
http://cafeastrology.com/geminidailyhoroscope.html
8:06am
i believe we are on a journey and every one we meet and everything that happens, happens for a reason and how we handle the events or circumstances will evolve us and will be reviewed on judgement day. so its best to be honest and kind to all
8:06am
and this was yesterdays: http://cafeastrology.com/geminidailyhoroscopey.html
Exactly. That’s why we understand each other. Now we can truly help our family.
We know that another Human shares our most intricate idea of life to an unnatural level.
8:10am
thats amazing
8:11am
Is it not? Why would all of these signs appear without me looking for them?
God knows I’m ready.
Or whatever this inner-voice is.
I’ve already lost the one thing I’ve tried to hold onto the hardest.
So why shouldn’t I be able to let go of my pride?
8:11am
my horoscope said I should ask for a raise or in some cases the employer will come to me. I just got a raise on my last paycheck on Friday
8:14am
That is so wonderful
8:14am
why do you have to let go of your pride?
8:14am
There’s something to this horoscope business.
I have to release my grasp on my pride in order to show myself to whoever will listen. I do not fear the judgement of others. Only my father can judge me.
My creator. You. I trust your opinion above all others.
By you letting me live my life and not telling me what to do, offering advice that I could choose to take, but didn’t Have to. Unconditionally loving me. I still found my way back or at least found my way to the path for me.
You gave me the love that God gave Jesus.
Jesus was just a story.
But we’re living that story.
We got the message, because we listened. We rid our lives of the idea that we could kill ourselves because we were surrounded by suicide, and found the other purpose in life.
Other people choose to kill themselves or die alone. Either way, those people had their lives in their control. We’ve let go of that control. We had the faith to just let go, and God caught us. We had been to the point of just giving up on humanity, until we saw it in others.
This isn’t something you can explain to someone until they themselves understand it.
But I want to try to find a way.
Or at least teach them how to learn themselves.
8:28am
Good Luck. I Love You!
8:30am
The depictions of Jesus’ shameless exposure to the public, while they ridiculed him and he just looked at them with love and understanding, is the exact way that we should treat everyone that we meet. We shouldn’t be ashamed of any part of us, because without that part, you wouldn’t be you.
Without all of the Bad in the world, we wouldn’t be able to appreciate the Good. We also shouldn’t meet the aggression of others, with our own. If you can remove anger, frustration, anxiety and stress from your life (whether it be by use of meditation, living a healthy lifestyle, marijuana, other medications, or for lack of a better word, Luck) then you can appreciate a healthy discussion without belittlement.
8:40am
yes it makes sense to me. just take time to rest exercise and eat right 3 times a day.
8:43am
Remember to breathe.
8:43am
and floss!
8:44am
I love you so much. But you know that. And I know you love me. We’re doing it right.
Now how do we get my sister to see it this way?
8:46am
just give her her time to grieve her own way and when she is ready she will understand
8:47am
You are right. I trust in you.
8:49am
get some sleep I Love You. You cant take care of others if you don’t take care of yourself. Thats why on the airplane they tell you to put your own oxygen mask on first before you try to help others.
8:50am
You’re so wise. I’m sorry it took me so long to come back to you.
I feel like I’m talking to God.
8:52am
Life is a journey you are learning all the time. I never knew you left
8:52am
I don’t know if I ever really accepted this into my heart before this.
I played the part, to keep others happy.
But now I live the part.
Maybe people of faith feel this their whole lives, and don’t know what life is like without it, so they are insensitive to the opinions and feelings of others, because they do not know how hard it is to overcome yourself and find God again once you’ve chosen to live without him. And for the sake of my sister, God granted me this knowledge to help both of you enjoy life and bring you back to him.
I’m just using these words because you understand the message and they are your beliefs. I very much respect them. I just need a different way to describe them to others.
So I choose, “Good” and “Inner-voice” because that is better approached with a closed mind, than “God” and “Spirit.”
You can have this without conformed religion.
Instead of paying a church, you pay other people. Because without studying and understanding them, we wouldn’t know what we do.
I wonder what the bible meant when they assigned 666 to the number of the beast.
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9:01am
google it
9:02am
I am.
Isn’t it amazing that we can’t look inside ourselves for the answer to an Evil related question and get the answer?
9:04am
you can but it might not be the right answer
9:15am
Jesus might have just been a man who realized what I have, and his story was lost in a game of telephone where “Jesus died on the Cross” turns into “Jee, Zeus dyed in Lacross.” We will never know his original un-tampered story, if he existed. So we can only try to live our own life, doing what we want, while being the best possible person that we know how to be. While being raised a Christian I never really understood what was so good about Jesus. I just went through the ropes with a smile and a dislike of confrontation. It took me 21 years to open my eyes to this lifestyle. By envisioning the good that Jesus portrays, and mirroring it in my everyday life as the person I want to be. If I’m crazy, I’m crazy good. Hate me for my ideas and I’ll love you more.
9:27am
agree
9:32am
I Love You! TTYL
9:34am
Have a great day, Father.
The Father, The Son, and the Holy Spirit.
I get it now.
9:35am
Good. Have a Great Day Too!!
9:41am
You know I can’t sell these ideas.
Humanity deserves to hear them for free.
